I just wanted to let you know that I love you with all my heart.
Angel, I love you:
Gabriel, I love you. Watch these videos my Son, I love you:
This is me tickling your stomach as a baby:
This is you playing in the water as a baby:
This is you licking your lips with Priscilla’s Mom (Mami). Love you too Mami even though I hope one day you no longer are interfering with your daughter’s relationship with her husband (me). I bless you in the name of Jesus regardless:
This is you being an awesome baby, just like you are awesome right now my son Gabriel. I love you!!! I love you too baby:
This is me walking my son alone in a park when he was a baby, the ONE TIME Priscilla gave me permission to take him out alone, he was completely safe. I love you Baby and Gabriel!!! I am totally safe to be around with kids. Ask Kimberley and Paul!!!
This is my son Gabriel taking his first steps.
Message to my baby Priscilla:
Baby, I love you with all of my heart. I miss you baby. Please come out to Arizona and stay with me and my Apostles. I promise it is more safe here and we will have more fun than there. I will take care of you baby. We can get you security if you want it if it helps you feel more safe.
I love you with all of my heart and I am just waiting for you to come be with me again, I am having a very hard time focusing because I miss you so badly, and I have so much to get done you don’t understand baby, but you will when you come out.
I’m sorry baby. Please forgive me.
I need you by my side.
I’m not truly happy without you. I need you baby.
I understand if you don’t want to be with me baby it’s your choice. But please choose me. From your own free will baby, because you want to. I’m going to take care of you no matter what. I don’t want to fight with you baby I just want YOU. I just want YOU my sweet baby Priscilla.
It doesn’t matter what you do to me, or how bad it hurts, I just still keep coming back because I love you so much. It’s why I told you I’m the only one who deserves you baby. Because no matter what we have been through, I have been there for you. And no matter what I have been through, you have been there for me.
You were there when Ashley went to California alone. You were there when my companies collapsed and I had nobody to turn to and you just loved me every single day even though you didn’t agree with me baby. You were there every day this year, talking to me baby, making me feel safe and loved. I need you baby. Please forgive me when you’re ready. Not before. I dedicated this song to you:
When I married you in Cancun, when nobody knew we were together and we had been together for a year, I loved you so much baby, I meant it when I said “I do” and promised to be with you in sickness, and in health.
I’m sorry I hurt you and the kids by not being there but baby, I’ve wanted to come home and be with you and the kids the entire time, for this entire year. I’ve been praying when I wake up. I’ve been praying when I go to sleep. I’ve been praying all through the day when I’m working. I pray when I’m with Paul. I pray when I’m with Matthew. Kimberley prays for us. My family prays for us. Thousands of people every day are praying for us baby and neither of us know how many there are.
Baby, I don’t care if you believe I’m King David. I just want you to believe in me. If you believe in me, you will believe eventually because your belief in me is all I need to be King David, and help Jesus save Israel. You are ALL I NEED BABY. Just you.
If you’re by my side, I’m bulletproof.
If you’re by my side, I can run faster than light.
If you’re by my side, I can make a billion dollars by September 15th, 2020 or sooner, perhaps even this year.
If you’re by my side, I will be President of the United States.
Baby I forgive you for posting that stuff. I did before you even posted it.
Can you forgive me, too?
I love you so much. I have just been waiting for you.
I would walk into fire for you and the kids, and leave unscathed.
With your belief in me, I would run into bullets, throwing cars out of the way to protect Gabriel.
With your belief in me, I will crush mountains, and break apart obstacles that are so big, the universe cannot even imagine them, because they do not exist yet.
With your believe in me, I stand in love in the eye of the storm.
Believe in me baby. Please. Give me a chance.
I love you. I’m still wearing my rings, as always.
You’re my best friend baby.
“Your husband forever no matter what”
P.S. read this a few times baby and call me please I miss you. Take your time. Whenever you want. I am nothing without you.