Gabriel & Angel,
I hope you see this at some point in time, or that Mommy shows it to you, or you read it online, or a friend gives it to you.
I wanted you to know that this last year being separated from your Mom, I’ve never abandoned either of you. I’ve been waiting, and waiting, and waiting for Mommy to come around, and invite me back down.
Every day this entire last year, sometimes more than one time per day I’ve asked Mom to let me see you both, and talk to you.
I love you both so, so, so much and I hope I’ll be able to see you soon. You’re my ‘little best friends’ and Mom is still my best friend, no matter if she talks to me, or not.
I just wanted you to know that I love you with all my heart, that I have tried to see you every single day of the week (except Sunday when I don’t have a computer) for over a year.
Hopefully one day, Mom will let you see your Dad. I miss you both, and I love you with all of my heart. I don’t want to get into the details of it, I just want you to know that I’m here for you and want to love you and hold you both in my arms again, with Mom right there, and bring our family back together.
That’s all I want. I want you both to know that.
I would send this to you in the mail, but I don’t think Mom would even show it to you. So I’m posting it here, and I hope you both see it. I love you, I am here for you, and I love the family with all my heart, with all my mind, and with all my soul.
There has never been a time, nor a day, nor an hour that has gone by this last year, where I have not thought of you. There has never been a day that has gone by where I haven’t prayed for you.
I love you both so, so, so much.
You’re such perfect, and beautiful little kids.
Beautiful just like Mommy.
I love you so, so, so much.
P.S. You have the best Mom that exists. Make sure to take care of her, and defend her, and love her, and love her, and love her.